The Personal History, Adventures, Experiences & Observations of Peter Leroy
Leaving Small’s Hotel
by Eric Kraft, as Peter Leroy
LEAVING SMALL'S HOTEL

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Chapter 5
September 14
A Case of the Family Illness
 
 
 

ALBERTINE generally spends an hour or so reading in bed after she wakes up, then gets out of bed, pulls her workout wear on, runs seven circuits of the island, lifts her weights, showers, eats a light breakfast (a banana and an English muffin, for example) in the dining room, takes her dishes to the kitchen and discusses the day’s menu with Suki, and then carries her second mug of coffee to the reception desk.  I gave her enough time to get through all of that and then came down the front stairs to the entrance hall, where I found her behind the reception desk, drinking her second mug of coffee and looking through the reservation book.  The phone rang. 
   “Good morning,” she said, hopefully.  “Small’s Hotel.”  She listened for a moment, then flipped a page of the reservation book and said, “Yes, I have you down for two cottages for two weeks, beginning —   How many what?  Jet skis?  How many jet skis do we have?  Let me check.” 
   She held the phone at arm’s length and shouted in my direction, “Peeeter!  How many jet skis do we have now?” 
   “None!” I shouted back. 
   Into the phone, she said, “I just checked with my assistant, Mrs. Biddle, and I’m happy to be able to report that we don’t have any of those damned jet skis. . . . Hmm?  No, we have no plans to buy any jet skis in the foreseeable future.  In fact, it’s one of those over-my-dead-body situations. . . . Ah, I see. . . . Well, of course, how could the little darlings possibly enjoy a vacation without unlimited access to jet skis?  Mrs. Biddle . . . Mrs. Biddle . . . I have a suggestion.  Perhaps you and your family would be happier at someplace other than Small’s Hotel.  Oh, I agree. . . . Of course!  Enjoy!”  She smiled the smile she smiles when she doesn’t want her picture taken and tore a page from the reservation book. 
   “Al,” I said, “I’ve been thinking about our selling the place, and I just want to ask you something.” 
   “Ask me,” she said without looking up from her work. 
   “Doesn’t it bother you that we’re going to be selling at a loss?” 
   “Not at all,” she said.  “Not at all.”  She put her pencil down, put her hand on her hip, and looked at me. “The way I see it, Peter, the possibility of our turning a profit on this place vanished years ago.  By selling now, we’re going to be cutting our losses.  Every day we stay, we slide deeper into a hole.  I’d like to see us scramble out while we can still get out.  Before we disappear.  Cut our losses.  Cut and run.  It’s all we can hope for.” 
   “What are we going to live on?”
   “We’ll get jobs, regular jobs.”
   “We will?” 
   “Yes, we will.  Maybe.”

THE TWO SURVIVING TINKERS showed up in the afternoon to take a look at the roof.  Al and I gave them our condolences, and Al gave them each a hug. 
   “The memorial service will be Wednesday.”
   “We’ll be there,” said Al. 
   “Hey, we’re not going to get this job done if we stand around here,” said Marty, formerly the middle-sized tinker, now stepping uncomfortably into the shoes of the defunct big tinker.  He and his little sidekick shouldered their tools and started off to look at the boiler.  As I watched them walk away, I was suddenly struck by the fact that they had somehow made their way to the island without my ferrying them. 
   “Hey — how did you guys get out here?” I called after them. 
   “Your bartender brought us — Lou.” 
   “Lou?” 
   “Yeah — we ran into him on the other side.  We weren’t going to come out until Monday, but he talked us into taking a look at things today.  Oh — you know, you might want to give him a hand.  He’s down at the dock with quite a load of booze.  Wouldn’t let us help him.  He’s a fiend for work, that guy.  I never saw anybody who likes his work so much.  Except for — ” He paused, removed his derby, and held it over his heart.  “ — Big Tink.”  He put his hat back on.  “Anyway, I think you might want to give Lou a hand.” 
   I found Lou struggling up the path, trying to pull two of the red wagons, each of them overloaded with cartons.
   “Let me take one of those,” I said. 
   “Gladly!” 
   “You’ve been shopping.”
   “Yeah.  I took the launch.  Al said it was okay.” 
   “If Al says it’s okay, it’s okay.  It didn’t sink, I take it.” 
   “I kept it pumped dry, just the way you did when you brought us over the other day.” 
   “Good for you.  What are we hauling here?  What is all this stuff?” 
   “I had to get a few things for the bar — ” 
   “Things for the bar?” 
   “Yeah.  Yeah, you were running low — but ërunning low’is hardly the way to put it.  I mean, you really didn’t have any of the top-shelf brands in stock at all, and it doesn’t look good to have nothing that is good, you know what I’m saying?  You were down to Brand X and only the dregs of that.” 
   “Well, things have been slow — ” 
   “You’ve got to keep up appearances,” he said, shaking his head.  “Even if you don’t move them, you want to make sure you’ve got a nice display of your cognacs, you know, a nice selection of sherries, your single-malt Scotches — ” 
   “That’s what you bought?  You — who — how — ?  They gave you credit?” 
   “Huh?  Oh.  No.  No, no, no.  Nah, nah.  I bought it.” 
   “You paid for this?  But what do we owe — ?” 
   “Nothing.  Forget it.  You know, I enjoy extending a little hospitality, being behind the bar, talking to people, making their drinks.  It’s fun for me.  Forget about it.”

AFTER DINNER, in the lounge, Lou stood the entire crowd of eight to a round of drinks from our well-stocked bar, and I read episode five of Dead Air, “A Case of the Family Illness.” 


LEAVING SMALL'S HOTEL
I SUFFER from a couple of forms of inherited mental illness that have been passed along on both sides of my family for generations.  We get the idea that we can do things that a moment’s reflection ought to tell us we cannot, and we are easily sidetracked. 
   To give you just one example: once, when I was about twelve, I got the idea that I could build a tape recorder.  I had come into possession of a recorded tape, but I had no means of playing it and didn’t have enough money to buy a tape recorder, so I decided to build one.  If this seems preposterous to you, you probably have a good grip on reality and are not related to me. 
   Not only did I suppose that I could build a tape recorder, but I expected to be able to build it out of common household junk.  If that seems unlikely to you, then you have never come across a copy of Impractical Craftsman Magazine.  I think it is safe to say that this magazine has been responsible for more wasted hours of labor in the basement workshops of America than any other single cause. 
   I walked to the drug store to get the latest issue.  It had just arrived, but the stock boy hadn’t put it on the rack yet.  Men with nothing better to do were lined up at the coffee counter, waiting, staring into their cups with the desperate empty eyes of the addicted.  I took a stool at the end of the line and ordered a coffee fizz (a shot of coffee, a shot of cream, a glass full of seltzer).  When the stock boy emerged from the stockroom with a bundle of magazines in his hands, the men rose and followed him.  So did I.
   “All right, all right, stand back,” the boy said.  He removed the last few dog-eared copies of last month’s issue and began, slowly, putting this month’s in its place. 
   The cover offered to show one how to “Build a Photo Enlarger from War Surplus Bomb Sight!” 
   I wasn’t going to be sidetracked by that.  I had already tried to go into the photography business, and once was enough.  From a company that advertised in Impractical Craftsman, I had ordered a Deluxe Developing Kit and E-Z Darkroom Instructions.  To give myself something to do while I was enduring the pain of waiting for the kit to arrive, and to recover its cost, I advertised myself as an expert in photographic services.  I had a little printing set — actually a Little Giant printing set — from another enthusiasm, another ad.  With it, I printed some flyers, and I distributed them throughout the neighborhood. 
   When the kit and instructions arrived, I set up a basement darkroom (omitted here are details concerning additional costs for materials not supplied in the kit and the expenditure of considerable labor, the need for which was never mentioned or even implied in the advertisement, unless I somehow misunderstood the meaning of “E-Z”) and picked up a roll of film from my first customer, Mrs. Jerrold, who lived around the corner (or across the street or down the block). 
   I’m sure you have already guessed the outcome.  I worked on her pictures for an afternoon, and then I gave up.  I put the results, such as they were, into an envelope, walked to Mrs. Jerrold’s house, and knocked on her back door. 
   “I have your pictures,” I said when she opened it. 
   “Oh, good!” she said.  “I can’t wait to see them.  There should be some nice shots from our vacation.” 
   “Yeah, there probably were,” I said. 
   “ëWere’?” 
   “Not all of them came out.” 
   “Oh.” 
   “A couple of them came out.” 
   “A couple?” 
   “And some of them came out partway.”
   “Oh.” 
   “There was a really good one of you in a bathing suit,” I said with genuine enthusiasm. 
   “ëWas’?” 
   “Yeah.  I was trying to get it just perfect, you know, really perfect, but at first it was sort of too light, and then it was still too light, and then it was a little too dark, and then it was black.” 
   “Oh,” she said.  I could see her disappointment in the furrows that formed on her forehead and the way she pouted her lips.  For a moment I thought she might cry.  I felt awful. 
   “It’s all my fault,” I said. 
   “Don’t be silly,” she said, tousling my hair and trying to assume the air of a woman who considers the self-esteem of an adolescent boy who has a crush on her far more important than mementoes of the only family vacation she will take all year.  “I’m a terrible photographer.  Most of my pictures don’t come out.  I’m sure you did the best you could, the best anybody could, and besides, everybody makes mistakes.” 
   “Yeah,” I said. 
   “How much do I owe you?” 
   “Oh — no charge.” 
   “I must owe you something.” 
   “No, no.  We only charge if the whole roll comes out.  That’s our policy.”
   I closed up shop.  From then on, I entrusted all my developing-and-printing work to Himmelfarb’s photography shop, conveniently located in the heart of downtown Babbington.
   The equipment remained in the basement, but it began a shuffle toward the farthest corner.  All the equipment abandoned in the cellar — the gear for my mother’s failed projects, my father’s failed projects, and my failed projects — shuffled miserably, humiliated, under pressure from the equipment required by our new projects, into the corners, where it accreted in heaps. 
   There were no plans for a tape recorder in Impractical Craftsman or the other do-it-yourself magazines.  For a moment I was tempted by the idea of building the enlarger, since I knew that we had a surplus bomb sight in the cellar left over from my father’s attempt to build a theodolite and make big money in surveying, but Cellar Scientist magazine had plans for a flying-saucer detector, and I decided to build that instead.
DEAD AIR
LEAVING SMALL'S HOTEL
AS SOON AS we were under the covers, Albertine said, “The boiler is on its last legs.” 
   “What happened to ‘Good night, my darling, I love you a zillion’?” I asked. 
   “It’s the scale.” 
   “Okay, a billion.  I can understand that we’ve got to cut back — ” 
   “The scale in the boiler.” 
   “The tinkers have been saying that for fifteen years.” 
   “And they’ve been right for fifteen years.” 
   “Will it keep limping along until the place is sold?” 
   “Who knows?  That scale keeps building up, so we’re actually putting a lot of our money into heating the scale rather than making steam, and the pressure keeps creeping up because we have to push the steam through these pipes that are being progressively narrowed by scale — ” 
   “High boiler pressure, the silent killer.”
   “It’s like the accumulation of cholesterol plaque in atherosclerosis — ” 
   “So we could suffer a boiler attack.”
   “Kaboom.” 
   “Aye, yi, yi.” 
   “And the roof really needs to be completely reshingled — ” 
   “Good night, my darling,” I said. “I love you a zillion.”
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