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Inflated by Beauty
 

MY DIFFICULTIES with the meanings of blow were compounded by a local Babbingtonian teenage slang term derived from it, blow up, which meant “amaze and delight” with a touch of “impress.”  Something that blew one up came unexpectedly, brought pleasure, and affected one strongly enough to make one expect that it would leave a lasting memory.
    Variations emerged, as you would expect. Inflate became a more elegant, learned, and formal synonym; so, while one might say of the doo-wop tune “Trickle, Trickle” by the Videos, “that blows me up,” one might say of the duettino “Viens, Mallika,” in act one of Delibes’s Lakmé, “it inflates me,”  as I did upon being asked by Dudley Beaker what I thought of it, following his playing a recording of it, to which he required me to pay close attention.
    “What do you mean by that?” he demanded.
    “I mean I liked it,” I said.  I also meant, of course, that I was surprised and delighted to find that I liked it, in part because I had not expected to, but I wasn’t going to add that.
    “What a curious locution,” he said, because he was not a teenage Babbingtonian.
    Naturally, we came to use inflating and inflationary to describe the things that blew us up, with such elegant variations as exhibiting inflationary tendencies and exerting inflationary pressure.  We used gas for the ineffable something that inflationary things filled us with, or, sometimes, hot air, which put a positive twist on an expression that our parents used disparagingly.  To emphasize the action of an inflationary thing, we called it a pump or a gasser, or, sometimes, whispered, with the speaker snickering at his own bit of wit, a blow job.
    People who made a calculated effort to inflate others we called blowhards; people who were particularly susceptible to inflation were inflatable or easily inflated; those who were incapable of feeling wonder and delight were called uninflatable, of course, and those who were not incapable of being inflated but succumbed only under conditions of extreme inflationary pressure, we called dogs, from the old tale about the madman of Seville, well known among the boys and girls of Babbington, which purports to show how hard it is to inflate a dog.
    When we suspected people of faking or exaggerating a response, we said that they were pumping themselves up.  People who tried too hard, particularly those who wanted to make very sure that everyone saw how blown up they could get in the inflationary presence of art or nature, we called blimps or gas bags.  Those who deliberately chose not to be easily moved, who set their threshold high and scoffed at the indiscriminate enthusiasms of gas bags, we called cynics, after Diogenes, the dog of Athens, who famously did not inflate easily.  Of people who so desired the sensation of inflation that they sought it and aided the inflator in their own blowing-up, we said that they sucked or inhaled; and of those who brought inflation on themselves we said that they blew themselves up or masturflated; those who made a cult of it we called inflationists, on the analogy of sensualist and sentimentalist.  We also called such people blowfish or puffer fish, after a type of fish common in the waters of Bolotomy Bay that when threatened gulps air to make itself appear larger and more formidable and, I suppose, harder to swallow. 
    In fairness to the blowfish, I have to admit that I was almost one of them; I felt wonderful while being blown up or while in an inflated state.  Just imagine how that dog in Seville must have felt when the madman inflated it: enlarged; a grander, bigger, better being than it ordinarily was; full, and so in a sense satisfied, but full of lightness, in a state of aerostatic buoyancy, light and lightheaded, paradoxically both bigger and lighter, rising above the common pack of uninflated dogs, even above the artful madman who inspired this buoyancy; elated, elevated.  The dog must have enjoyed it.  I know I did, so much so that I actively sought inflation.  I became a sucker.
    Beauty was my pump of choice, the ultimate blow job.  It filled me with helium and nitrous oxide, lifting gas and laughing gas, lifted me out of time for a while, and filled me with joy. So I sought beauty.  I relished it; it blew me up; I was, as the song says, a fool for it.  I sought it in art and music and sunsets and moonlight.  Some people said that the capacity for being amazed and delighted by beauty resided in “the soul,” so I supposed that I had begun to develop a very fine soul, and I seemed to feel it swelling in my chest when under the influence of beauty. 
    However, at some point toward the end of my adolescence I became embarrassed by my affection for beauty and by my tendency to become so quickly and fully inflated in the presence of it.  I felt that I was in danger of becoming an aesthete, one of those people who is inflated by his own marvelous susceptibility to inflation, one, ultimately, who inflates himself, a blowfish. 
    So I trained myself to play the cynic in the presence of beauty.  I sneered at it and at the swooning blimps who rhapsodized about it and at the inflationary works that pumped them full of it.  If I had a soul, it seemed to me to be a liability.  Applying the wisdom behind the slang of blow up, I concluded that the soul must be an inflatable bladder full of hot air, something I neither needed nor wanted.
    Secretly, though, the truth about me at that time was that I feared beauty.  All beauty, whether it was natural and accidental or artificial and deliberate, seemed threatening to me, because beautiful things had the power to rob me of my reason, making me susceptible to romance and guile.  I was a fool for beauty, and anyone who knew it could use it against me.  I could imagine a wily blowhard observing me, taking the measure of me, and sidling up to me, some moonlit night, with a whispered, “Pssst—hey, buddy.”
    “Yeah?”
    “Wanna buy a dog?”
    “A dog?”
    “Sure.  Take a look.”
    “It’s—it’s dead.”
    “You bet it is.  It’s a dead dog.”
    “And it’s all—bloated.”
    “Inflated.”
    “Inflated?”
    “Yeah.  I blew it up.  Not an easy thing to do.”
    “I’m sure.”
    “But now, you see, you can play this dog like bagpipes.”
    “You can?”
    “Yep.  Squeeze him right and old Shep will fart Mozart.”
    “Really?”
    “As sure as the moon’s up there shinin’ down on Bolotomy Bay.”
    “How much?”
    And however much he might be asking for the inflated carcass of old Shep, I’d probably pay it, because for all that I tried to play the cynic, deep down where the irrational decisions are made I was a helpless gas bag for beauty.
 


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Copyright © 2001 by Eric Kraft

Inflating a Dog is a work of fiction. The characters, incidents, dialogues, settings, and businesses portrayed in it are products of the author’s imagination and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental. 

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The illustration at the top of the page is an adaptation of an illustration by Stewart Rouse that first appeared on the cover of the August 1931 issue of Modern Mechanics and Inventions. The boy at the controls of the aerocycle doesn’t particularly resemble Peter Leroy—except, perhaps, for the smile.

“Patriot” Radio, designed in 1940 by Norman Bel Geddes (American, 1893-1958) Manufacturer: Emerson Radio and Phonograph Corporation (New York, New York) Catalin John C. Waddell Collection, image from the website of the Metropolitan Museum of Art, NYC.

“Trickle, Trickle” by Clarence Bassett, Jr., recorded by the Videos in July 1958; group members: Ronal Cussey, Clarence Bassett, Johnny Jackson, Charles Baskerville, Ron Woodhall.

“Viens, Mallika” from Lakmé by Léo Delibes, recorded by the orchestra and chorus of the Théâtre National de l’Opéra-Comique; Lakmé sung by Mady Mesplé, Mallika by Danielle Millet.


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